One of my clients sent me an email recently intimating that he’d been fantasizing about picking up something for me at Fetters: “something dark, or sharp, or just plain evil,” he said. What intrigued me about this was just wondering what that present would look like from his point of view. It reminded me about … Read More
Bondage & BDSM, MTO Updates, and Kinky Thoughts
So, like, I have this fantasy?
Here’s one for ya. Whilst bemoaning my sore feet and sore throat at SMack! the other night, I was again reminded why I just don’t like going to fetish scene parties. Whole lotta walkin’ around looking for something (or someone) worth seeing. I hardly saw any play myself … then again, seemed like a girl … Read More
Found Out
I was cleaning up after a scene when my phone rang. It was the husband of a dear vanilla friend. “I know your secret identity,” he said “You do? What is it?” I wasn’t giving anything away. When I’d first told his wife, E., about my then new career she was adamant her husband not … Read More
Meat. Blood. Sex.
Usually, when I see him, it’s more physical. Hard thrown punches. Fisting. Kicks. Once, even, in a fury of objectification and pure animal, I lashed a dildo to the back of his head and fucked myself on it, smashing his face into the hotel carpet again. And again. He was so turned upside down, he … Read More
Shibaricon: The Afterglow
So I’m back from ShibariCon and while I had an amazing time the best part about it was that now I do not have any travel currently planned for the rest of June and July. Huzzah! There are, however, some close runner-ups for “best things about Shibaricon 2008.” First would be I learned Master Z’s … Read More
What’s in a Name?
My name story is on my mind for a few reasons. There’s a thread on MaxFisch right now where a scene professional found someone else using her name commercially. I’d weigh in but, well, I ain’t the only “Troy” in New York. In fact, I remember meeting my first ProDomme at The Nutcracker Suite– Mistress … Read More