Lately I’ve been thinking, Fuck it. I want to own someone. I want to push someone. Control him. Get him to do things he hates simply because it’s what I want. I want to stop worrying about making him happy or serving his fetish/desire and create a slave that exists primarily to make me happy.
Where do you see your journey taking you over the next ten years? You’ve been at this a while now, is it a lifelong undertaking, or will you continue to evolve and grow? I’d like to think I’ll continue to evolve and grow whether I stay in domination or not.
Lately I’ve been feeling … I dunno, dommier than usual. Most of the time I’m all warm and juicy woo woo and collaborative and maybe even a little service toppy (the genuine confidence that you can do whatever you want means less of a need to prove it all the time). But the last couple of sessions have had a chilled edge, a selfish intensity. This is what I want.
A specific and disturbingly painful incident over the weekend is the reason for this post. Before it happened, it didn’t occur to me that this needed to be said at all. Perhaps his disgustingly entitled behavior was an anomaly. I hope so. In case it’s not…. Those of you who play with me or even … Read More
Just wanted to announce and/or remind you, in case you missed it, I have a fresh, new interview with Unspeakable Axe on the Masocast. You can listen to it here. I’ve actually been featured on the Masocast quite a bit in both solo interviews as well as a participant in other conversations. Here, I think, … Read More
One of these days I’m going to get over this crazy idea I have that blog posts need to be Big. Important. Things. and just use this forum as a convenient place to share with you little vignettes or ideas or observations or reports that happen to be slightly longer than 160 Twitterable characters. To … Read More